trying to be me again

[CatGoddess1]

I have been off of hydro now for 27 days after a 2 year addiction.. energy level is coming back, my mind is clear - which is great!  But I still have this nagging feeling of not knowing who I am anymore.. is this normal???

[CatGoddess1]

I was taking 6-8 7.5'a per day.  I went CT the day after xmas .. it sucked.  I just wanted to be clean for my kids.  They don't deserve this and I don't deserve this... I just hope and pray that I can find my place in the world again and feel like I "fit".  

[GoingToMakeIt]

Hyros were my DOC. How many were you taking when you quit? How did you quit and what made you decide?

[CatGoddess1]

Actually, went to the University of Arizona - A Wildcat!

[GoingToMakeIt]

Yes it is. We thought we knew when we were taking them. But really we lost who we are. Because you are now starting to think clearly again. You will be able to slowly find yourself again. Your life is now starting over again. It will take time. I am on day 53 and am still getting things together.

But I do have to say.......Not ANOTHER cat lover.:)

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