Hey, I've never been a drug user, but I assume Subutex is a form of medication for people who are withdrawing from drug use? Not sure why you snort it though? That will cause an even higher risk of overdosing, especially when it sends out massive amounts of buprenorphine, in turn breaks through the brain-barriers.
I too am Christian, and all I can say is have faith in our Good Lord. He is righteous, and merciful. He will get you through this, just trust him. No one can tell you if this will get worse. Sometimes it takes hours, sometimes days or even weeks to start getting full withdrawal symptoms. But push THROUGH!
No doctor can tell you whether or not you will have withdrawal symptoms. Your body will decide that. And it is up to you to decide whether you want a life of using. Or a life of happiness. Don't allow this to take over you. Pick a hobby, a craft. Start writing your feelings, emotions. Break that barrier that mamy people fail at breaking. Do this for your child. Your beautiful baby. Remember that not everyone is blessed to fall pregnant. I am a mother of 3. And I have always put my babies first, and you can too!
You are strong for starting your oath to FREEDOM. Oray, pray, and pray some more. God will never fail you. Just believe.
Hey thank u so much for replying may I ask u pray for me aswel. I only started taking them due to me having. Addiction to co codomol after the birth of my second child. I live in the uk and the doctors here give them out like no tommorow. I snorted them because it was cheaper for me to do that. There is no way I would ever ever go back to them. And to be honest i haven't craved them since I started the withdrawals process. I have come this far there's no way I'm going back to square one plus the baby is too important to me. I am extremely blessed I already have 2 children full time with me and I'm doing this for them. I think today is the worst I have felt. I am gonna attempt to take them to a massive children's play centre today lol. I'm trying to keep busy. My children should not have to suffer because of my stupid decisions. I feel so proud o myself. Prouder that I have Subutex on the cupboard and I still don't want them. I am prepared to face whatever pain I have too to get clean so I can have a healthy baby and healthy mamma. They say Day 3 and 4 is the worst so hopefully after tommorow I should get better. I will continue to pray as we know god is good. X
Well itt is day 4 and I am feeling so much better yey! Thank god!
Well day 5...I am also tired today! I've been up so early this morning I'm sleeping but I'm waking too early and maybe it's coz I'm pregnant so I'm gonna be tired. Physically I feel ok achy legs but not as bad as they were! Feeling quite depressed today and lost and irritable. I don't know wot to do with myself I'm bored ********. I don't have the confidence like I used with subs. Plus the weather is horrendous here so that's depressing enough I can't go out anywhere it's cold wet and pouring down outside. Just no motivation. Only thing that is keeping me going is thinking it will et better. This is all normal. And it won't last forever. Strange I felt so happy yesterday dancing singing cleaning today I want to hide from the world I hate my life Lol
Ok so i alsoshared this same type of storie..Of course.**** what they say.what are u comforfable doing? I snorted through both prego. Babies tirmed out perf. 1 in houschool and ome in 6th grade. Perfect kiddos.
Hi Londonlady, subutex has a long half life, a lot of people don't start feeling withdrawls until day 2-3... So it is early days still. This is why you are experiencing the ups and downs, the ok moments and then the not ok moments.
Please think about speaking to a dr.
You really are doing really well though on the withdrawal side of things. I'm feeling for you. The weather being yucky and withdrawing and a tiny new life staring is a lot.
YOUR SYMPTOMS WILL PASS. Try to get out. Just baby steps. Getting out and doing something will help so much especially when you feel you have no motivation without something. Then you can go," wow I did this ........ without anything. I thought I couldn't do this without my crutch."
It takes motivation to come on here London Lady, you so do have it, what's happened is these meds have you convinced otherwise.
Just do something today you wouldn't have thought possible yesterday and lets us know how you went.
Thinking of you and very proud of you also.
Hi I've cleaned the house today so kept busy another day nearly done. Feeling a bit better now not so depressed had a few chills but I'm struggling to recognise the difference if it's withdrawals or just I'm genuinely cold lol but physically again I'm fine. I might go on anti depressants for a bit I have a history of depression and anxiety anyway so maybe that will help I don't know? All I know is I will never go back to that ever! What was I thinking! I must say being clean is a amazing feeling. Even feeling the shower on my face feels amazing haha
Hi I'm really glad ur babies were fine wen u were sniffing but I'm really not prepared to take the risk. I'd rather go through months of feeling like crap if it meant I kept my babies well and healthy. This is no judgment to u by the way. I'm enjoying being clean just hard sometimes but it's expected. What goes up must come down....
Hi Londonlady how are going today? Youve done the right thing, thankfully you weren't far along. You keep going girl!!!
Hi! So good to hear from you!!!
Congratulations on 6 days of not using. That's awesome!
I know it must be annoying not being able to get off to sleep, it's part and parcel of withdrawl. But hey, you are getting a decent number of hours once you get to sleep.
Feeling anxious is the same. You really seem to have a great attitude and it's great you are coming here and sharing, it so helps. Catch you tomorrow.
Hi Londonlady, I'm sorry to hear of the attack. How are you? How are going?
Hi how are you? Is this day 9 or 10 for you? How are feeling inside, what is life like?
You're another week pregnant?!. Sorry if I've missed it, how's your relationship with the father of your child?
Yes the attack is the first thing on the news on TV and online. I wish they could have been revived him so he could face his consequences.
It's great to read your posts. You're doing awesome.
Hi I'm Day 9 today :). I'm feeling really good I'm so proud of myself. Me and my partner are really good thank you and he has been amazing helping me. I'm now 5 weeks pregnant and other than tired I'm ok. I do find myself getting bored in the days. Funny thing is I never used to do anything different when on subs but now that I'm clean time and the days can drag so I try to keep myself occupied going out for walks etc. The weather is getting better here now as it's spring so that helps a lot I suffer from SAD anyway so when the weather is good I feel good. I am sneezing A LOT now though lol x
Hi Londonlady, how are you?
Hi London! Wow it's so great to hear from you. Yes you could be tired for all sorts of reasons. What is the quality of your sleep like? How were you getting the subutex? Have you dealt with this?
Congratulations London you're doing so awesome!!