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One hour at a time.

Those damn little blue pills... How can something so small change my life? I can do a whole lot of Roxy 30's. I have to laugh now because I'm sitting here sweating. I have been detoxing for the last two days, now I'm just taking it hour at a time. But you know what, I am going to fight for my life back! I know I am strong enough to win!!! Hopefully tomo is a better day :) my room is getting messy, I have barely eatin n my tummy hurts. I wish I would have stocked up on food, I'm hungry but don't want to get up. I'm not sure if I've passed the worse but if not, I will continue fighting with every thing inside me. For me and my son!!!
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hi sounds like your doing good so far keep that positive attitude going  you have a few days of this left and yes eating is imporant even if its just soup and a light snack the real biggyy here is to sty hydrated .......keep forcing the fluids
you might sleep but most people dont so dont freak out if you get only an hr or so if your up and find this post in the middle of the night let it be an encouragement to you to keep pushing forward when your threw this you wont be chained to a pill bottle any more......aftercare will be something you will need to look into ......the pills are just a symptom of addiction not the root of it as an addict you will need to change the very way you think and reason to overcome this disease good luck and God bless.........Gnarly    
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We are all in this together.  Feel free to email me if you need someone to talk to.
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I ate some soup n got me some Gatorade. I didn't realize how important eating was in this. I took a shower, half n ambien n now time for bed. I'm ready to beat this and open the next chapter in my life. Thank you lord for being by my side. Wishinfostar I wanna give u a big hug, even though I would probably cry. Thank for the support. Let you know tomo how it goes, praying for the better but prepared for the worst.
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1906269 tn?1321899343
Wishing I could send a hug thru the computer. I am right behind you on clean time. I relapsed on Thanksgiving after 4 days clean. Let me tell ya...it was not worth it. Tomorrow might feel a,little worse....or better. No matter what, hit your knees and pray. It will save your butt. Get something to eat. Something light, easy to digest, just to nourish your body right now. Take care and keep us updated.
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Hang in there help me you will get better.You need to eat and drink.
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