ending day one weak...creek

[Artin]

never got the dishes done charity.  but slept a bit, got the path to the bathroom pretty worn.

could have got 200 offf the street today.  didn't do it.

NOT ONE MORE PILL.  My MANTRA.  Cannot find N/A meeting.  Looking in paper now for dates and times.  not in phone book.  isn't there an 800 number???

ending my messages....weak

Love to everyone in the fight!!

Peace~  Creek

[manonfire]

you stay with it doll! go to mtgs in your town if u have to! aa mygs will work in a pinch! i am praying for u!

[Artin]

thats what i was thinking...ANY Freakin meeting I can find.   I am ready to go every day twice a day if neccesary.  I am glad to hear your words.

Peace~  Creek

[manonfire]

u hang tough girl! u can go to gamblers annon mtgs if u have to...12 steps are 12 steps...insert ur addiction here. i knew u were ready...now stay hungry hun! i owe u much in my recovery, i'll be there if u need me! after 5. i work now thanks in no small part to u! keep it going!

[Artin]

thanks.  I am not alone.  feels better.  FREEDOM...I'm ready