PLAN

[stilltrying1965]

This was hard. I first want to say im sorry Kim. I have made a plan for the first time to get off and stay of heroin and all other drugs. Iv thought about this all day . I dont want to go on a methadone program as i feel it wont help or benifit me .I have not ruled out rehab, but would prefer to just go cold turkey. I know my time is running out and need to get this done . I also realise i cant be near heroin or any other drugs as i will relapse for sure I get a vallium refill tommorow that should help me with sleeping ect . I know that i have said this before im quiting drugs but i mean it this time or i will pay with my life . Not acceptible i need to do this for me and my children .  Im also going to attend aa and na as well as my counsilor to keep me away from the drug scene I know i can do this i had 200 plus clean time and life was so much better .Failure is not an option being clean is my goal . I want to be able to say how great life is and how happy i am again. I will keep you guys updated ,,,,,,,,James

[sweatinit]

LMAO!!!! So glad that you have not disappointed me in your original description! haha...

[stilltrying1965]

Winkwink haha Good to know thats been cleared up. Iv done that post Vicki So everyone gets the right updates T?Y Vicki,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,James

[vicki595]

LOL  wink   wink   LOL

Thanks for clearing that up...

V.

[stilltrying1965]

Well girls there was some confusion.I am talldark and very handsom LOL
Kim is blonde and petite  And very pritty just thought i wold right all the confsion...James

[vicki595]

Hey~~~Kathy~~~  James said in a post that he was dark skinned,tall and handsome.
I believed it!!  LOL  LOL    Doesn't matter but I always pictured James and Kim and the kids as all being blonde and fair.   Funny how we picture people...

James...Hi!    10 days is wonderful, kiddo!   You know,I think there probably HAS been some confusion on clean time etc...  If folks have not kept up daily(which is hard)
they skim through posts and misunderstand the thread.  After the "incident" there were two separate (or three) posts going and it got a bit confusing.  I felt fortunate because Kim sent me a note or two so I was up to speed,personally.
Sooo,maybe it's time for a new post.  Like:  " Hi- It's James. I've been clean for 10 days".     :)

Hug to you and Kim~

Vicki  xo

[sweatinit]

James...you are doing tremendous and you SHOULD be super proud. I knwo I am super proud of you!  Glad to see that you are focusing on ppl's comments that really care about you, kim and your recovery too. Got get em!!

Oh,, one more theing...Kim told me you're not tall, dark and handsome...whats up with that?! SHe said you're blonde and handsome...lol. Have a good day, my friend and we'll chat soon.