welcome, and I have been in your same spot just not wanting to swap to weed as that comes at a price also but the fact is that just get ready and if CT is your plan just do it now!! it ***** but in 5 days you will be looking and feeling much better just think no more counting pills etc this can be done you just have to be ready and get started.. Best wishes
You'll be alright Max, the fear of the wd's is almost always way worse than the actual thing. You'll be depressed and feel like crap for a few days and it'll be hard to get any sleep but it wears off fairly. Things are bad for the first few days with days 3 or 4 usually being the worst. By day five you're on the downhill side and will feel noticeable better each day after that. By 10-12 days you'll be just about symptom free. The last thing to come back will be the ability to get a really good nights sleep.
Hang in there!! I'm guessing you are on day 2? Just so you know, you will get through this!!! I anyone on this sight will say it is one of the hardest things to get through! But you will get through it!! I'm on day 5 now and I'm finally seeing the light! This is my first go around so I really don't have a ton of experience in this but I can tell you i have been addicted to those little evil pills for over 5 yrs and abused them bad! I can offer advice on how to get to day 5! Your just going to have to suck it up and just keep thinking you will feel better! Day 2&3 are the worst ! You will start feeling better, you Will get more strength, you will get more energy, the chills, goosebumps, sweats, stomache issues will go away! Trust me! Just visit often for words of encouragement! It truly does help! Misery loves company!
Hang in there!