STAY CLEAN, AND STAYING CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[scaredmommie]

im 24 days clean today, and im still loving it just like the beging. wow did the days go by it feels like im stillin the very beging. it feels so good to just wake up, and i dont look at people all around me anymore feeling jealous cause they are leaving a normal life cause i am one of them now. it feels good to have my life back in order, and im ehjoying every minute of it. dont get me wrong i have my tuff times, but i try not to let them get the best of me and focus on the good days. even though im on sub, i still have the cravings(bull **** that sub dont give you cravings) i have wierd dreams when i can actually sleep, but im pushing through it all, cause i like what is waiting at the end of this journey for me.

xoxoxo
<3 chrissy

[sparkie825]

WOO HOO!!

Congrats for you!!!

How much longer do you have to be on the sub?  What does the doc say?  Will you be able to wean soon?  

I always had weird dreams while OFF meds.  Don't remember my dreams while on meds. lol

[Ricksma]

Congrats!! That is so cool that you feel so good. Every day it will get better and the further away you get from that life of being jealous the more you will own your experiences and appreciate the news ones sober and alive. Good for you.

[scaredmommie]

i forgot to add, i havent had anymore wierd dreams, thank god. and its only 10 more days till me big day. im sooooooooo excited, i cant wait. it feels like it is never gonna get here.