Realizing what a mind game this is can be a big part of the battle!
Keep doing it girl... U should see the stories I been telling myself past 8 days...
Did I really just say McLean... I meant mellencamp...
It all makes sense to me. I know that the hurt and anger would be the emotions I would have been suppressing while I helped him die gracefully. I have to admit though, allowing these emotions to surface now if terrifying. I felt confident I could handle taking care of myself and allowing my body to heal. It's the emotions I'm terrified of.
Either way though, it has to be done. If I was strong enough to move in and watch the cancer kill him, I'm strong enough to get through this too. (That's me giving my mind a speech. Lol)
Don McLean... Summer of 69'gosh....