But you know that's w/d sounds like your attacking this with a good head on your shoulders!! Idk much about your story but relaspe is a thing everyone on this page has been threw, time and time again some 1 time others 35. Point is there all here still trying to get clean which means their willing to fight for their life's!!! Thad all you need to get off these pills that and some good friends and support!!! Your doing great!