I broke down yesterday, and saw a doctor for the first time. I have been taking 4-6 10/500 hyrdros for a couple years now, mixing in (4) 100 mg of tramadol now and then to get me to the next prescription. She wants me to cut my usual dose by 25% every 3 days. I guess I got tired of thinking about pills so ******* much. That, and I don't want my son to find me drowned in the hottub after a seizure. I'm scared for the first time that I cannot enjoy the things I used to do. I have heard you can, and have read you can, but it doesn't seem like it right now. I would greatly appreciate the support of someone who can help me through this EVERY day. Thanks.