Happy New Year everyone. I wish you all a happy and HEALTHY New Year. I need some help and was wondering if anyone else feels like this. I have been clean for 14 months and I am on a cycle of one day feeling ok and the next feeling depressed and anxious. Some days I don't want to get out of bed. And yet some other days I have energy and life is almost hopeful. I am really tired of feeling bad. Scared anxious sad all of it. Don't want to go out because I can't handle life. Does anyone else feel like this. Does anyone with more time clean remember feeling like this. I am feeling so down today all I want to do it go to bed and cry myself to sleep. Any advise?