Still holding on

[bb454]

Im feeling ok..not going to bore you with the same wd symptoms that ive had three times already since march..im abke to function through my day..feeling a little off..im finding if I keep extremely busy im better..smoking luje a fiend though...but one addiction at a time please :) 4 days off a 6 to 8 hydro 7.5 habit..prescribed for back pain..which I have been treating with 800 mg motrin..pray for me! Xo

[bb454]

Thanks different! Xo

[4adifferentlife]

That's it! Think of someone elses struggles, trials, the load they carry, then our troubles seem very minor..there is a very young woman in Ga., who has lost both hands, possibly a limb due to a flesh eating disease... She is coping with this thru prayer and meditation,,, NO PAIN MEDS, since her surgery a week or so ago.. That's dedication, faith and above all determination... Weeks ago I thougt if I stumped my toe, I deserved a handful!! Pitiful!! And congratulations 4 down and a wonderful life ahead, drug free!!

[bb454]

Thanks Dixie..im trying to stay positive and quit feeling so damn sorry for myself..lots of people have lost loved ones..have special needs children among other things in their life and deal with it without mind altering chemicals..i have reached out to more people who I know have struggled with this in the past..i was trying to keep it a secret in order to not embarass my kids or husband..but right now I have to show my face to save my @ss.

[Dixiechick72]

Hey there, sending prayers your way!!!!  Hang in there and stay strong ok... mind over matter ... you can do this ok.....HUGS!!!!  hang in there!!!!  congrats on 4 days!!!!!