Hey there! Doing well. Can't say I've been on my best behavior (getting a few pills here and there from a friend, but nothing consistent). I'm a bit disappointed in myself for that, but I know for sure I don't want to go back to doctors or have a supply on me... Thanks for checking in!
Hey my friend. How are things going?
I'm proud and happy for you...GREAT JOB!
Way to go! It's so great reading a good update! You've worked so hard for your sobriety, keep up the great work!!!
Thanks, all. Can't say it's easy and every now and then I miss those days of "relaxing" with a few oxys. But then I think back about all the anxiety, fear and disaster that came along with it and say to myself that there's no way it's worth it.
I read the whole thread and love the latest update! Congrats on 3 months :)
A very big congrats to you my friend. That is awesome.
You did things differently this time that is huge.
Telling your wife, going to an addiction counselor, cutting off sources,
Working out those are all key factors in your success and your new attitude.
Remember there will always be disappointments, sorrow and tragedy in life it is how we deal with it that counts.
Thanks for checking in.
Keep up the good work.
You are doing fantastic.
Continued blessings,
Debbie
Hard to believe, but today is my three-month mark since I quit!
Thanks so much! I've been working out a lot lately (3-5 times a week). It's amazing to see and realize the differences in your body and mind the longer you go without it. Just like any addiction, I know that the thought will always linger in the back of my mind, much like an alcoholic feels when he hears about or sees others drinking.
I have a neighbor who recently had knee surgery and he was telling some of us about how his doctor gave him "a ton" of Percs, "like 30 or something." I kept thinking to myself how amazing it is that people can use it temporarily and be done with it. Also, that he thought 30 pills was "a ton" was funny to me because that would probably have lasted me 2-3 days...
Trying to overcome this addiction may be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But it's also made me a lot stronger and have more confidence/less anxiety than when I was on oxy. It will always be tempting, but as AtTheBeach said, "one day at a time..."
I read all of your posts so I have to say a big Congratulations is in order.
It is so refreshing to read the honesty in your posts.
You are rocking it!!!!!
Keep it up and thanks for keeping us updated.
It's nice to read about success stories and how open you were to all of the great advice you were given.
A very big congratulations to you.
2 months clean is awesome.
One day at a time my friend is how it is done.
Yes it is a blessing in disguise. Stay away from those that use.
They will drag you down again.
How's the counseling going?
Did you start meetings?
Thanks for the update.
Keep up the good work.
Thanks all for being there for me throughout the last few months. As a status update, today is my TWO MONTHS anniversary. Very happy of my accomplishment. I can't say I haven't thought about the addiction or been tempted to ask my friend recently. However, to my benefit, everyone has cut me off. It's a blessing in disguise. For anyone that's quit for longer, do the cravings ever go away? Just curious....
Thanks. Yup, I've been seeing an addiction specialist once a week. Very helpful and enlightening.
Congrats on your clean time. You are doing awesome.
Keep up with working out. Make sure the sources are cut for good.
Still seeing addiction specialist?
Any meetings yet?
Thanks all! Working out regularly really helps.
Whollymoly, keep it up!! Don't let anything get in between you and your goals. I took a lot of advice from people on this forum and it helped tremendously. 12 days in means withdrawal is over. Just keep yourself going by doing it one day at a time. Great move flushing the pills! I kidded myself once by keeping a few around and relapsed. Cutting off all sources is vital. Good luck to you!
Congratulations on 1 month you are doing Awesome!!!
Great job Taper !! keep it up and never go back excellent !
Great job Taper...been following your posts. 1 month that's awesome. I'm only on day 12 but getting there. Like you I relapsed last month...only for 3 days then flushed 160 pills. whoa! Actually had to flush like 3x times but who's counting.
Look at YOU!!! A whole month!!! Hope you have a blessed Christmas~
AWESOME!!!!!! Happy one month! Be VERY proud of yourself! Keep up the great work!
One month down! Day by day...
3 weeks down!! Best decision I made...
BTW, in case anyone hasn't seen ESPN's 30 for 30 on Chris Herren (former NBA player), you should check it out. They stream it on Netflix. Life of a basketball star that ruined his career because of drugs.
Happy holidays to all!
2 weeks now!!! Yahoooo for You..Remember I told you about all the info about this disease..maybe it is time to check it out or get some videos so your Wife can understand that it has nothing to do with her or anybody but you and your own disease..Good Job!!! Keep it up!!
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