bump? whats that mean?? lol =)
I am glad I found this site... I need some support to keep my head straight.. I'm not scared about the withdrawal anymore cuz I know it's almost over. I am scared about the mind aspect of it...
I would appreciate anyone giving me support and talking to me... I swear I will never get like this again!
I will call pain management dr tomorrow and tell her I still need the shots for my back, but I want her to give me something non narcotic to take. When it gets cold my neck and back are even worse.
And tramadol is horrid as well. been there. done that...
Hi all! My name is Julie. I am in my 3rd day of WD. I have huge tummy issues, so I take Bentyl, which by the way is a Godsend for withdrawal, because of the stomach cramps and diarrhea. I have been addicted to opiates for 4 years now.. First it was just vicodin, or Norco. I was taking up to 20 Norco a day!! Last year I got on Suboxone. While I will say it is a miracle drug, it stops the wd's and the cravings wonderfully! And I was taking LESS than a half of a pill once a day. Almost like a 4th of a 4th.. Then it started giving me body aches and I could barely move...So I stopped taking them. It stays in your body longer than a regular opiate would, and the withdrawal is twice as bad! I was diagnosed with spinal stenosis and degenerative discs and arthritis in my back. Pain mangement dr. was giving me shots, and Opana IR and Opana ER at night.
IF I didn't take an Opana after 4 hours, i was going thru withdrawal. It woke me up at night after 4 hours in a nasty sweat, well, ya'll know the deal, so I stopped with the Opana, and went back to Vicodin, which I can't keep a bottle of that around. If I had 10, I would take that 10 in one day! So, three days ago, I decided I would just quit cold turkey. It hasn't been a cake walk, but the Bentyl helps with my cramps, and the xanax helps me to relax. I never have abused Xanax. I take one 0.5 mg at bed time so I can sleep. But since Im withdrawaling, I have taken about 3 a day. It has helped immensely!!
The only thing thats really annoying is the sneezing and the hot and cold flashes. But I know by end of day 4 or 5, I'll b straight.. THEN, THAT's when the hard part comes in.
Our minds like to play tricks on us. We have to be stronger than that. I used to smoke cigarettes, I quit cold turkey and have never picked another one up since. That was 9 years ago. I don't drink.. It's just these freakin opiates!! I am thinking about seeing a counselor to help me with after care. I just wanna be done with this mess. When you're addicted, your world revolves around that drug..At least for me it did. I never want to do this withdrawal thing again.. This is my 3rd time withdrawaling. Only this time it is without Suboxone. Good drug, but, way way worse to detox off of.
Thanks everyone for listening..
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HI,
We cannot advise you on tapering as it is a violation of our guidelines. I wish one of your darn doctors would have offered you a plan!
If you have never taken Tramadol then I suggest you read up on it or read the nightmare posts here. It is very addictive (doctors don't tell you that) and it is dangerous to come off of.
I know this is hard, I have been there many times but you have to make up your mind to get this done. It is going to be rough for the first 5 days or so and then it will begin to get better.
The cold or flu you are feeling may be the beginning of withdrawal. That is what it feels like.
Let us know what you decide on ct or not and we can give you some suggestions to ease the process a bit.