Thank u for basically telling me what i already knew but was hoping someone would say otherwise. As far as who told me 2 take oxycodone cuz im hurting and everything going on.... Honestly if i had them i'd probably would've already taken it, sadly. but my dr dropped me after missing an appt and thats how i ended up in detox cuz i couldnt stand it on my own. but i have realized im not in as nearly as much pain in my kidney in my back as i used to feel being on all those meds, its like they were suppose to help but made the pain seem 1,000 times worse. I used to feel safe at the hospital, almost like a baby's blanky but now it horrifies me cuz i kno there gonna ask if im in pain and cuz of my history, i'd have a morphine I.V. within an hour or 2 and i know i'm not at a point where i could say no,yet!