The Less I have,The better i preform

[johnnykelly]

Good morning/afternoon to all fellow members,and members in waiting. Toronto is receiving a tremendous amount of snow,it seems in the last few yrs we got off light,but by the grace of mother nature we are getting paid back in Spades.Getting to my original point of this post. Every or almost every time yours truly (The addict i am gets some money,i seem  to go nuts. Spend,spend  and more spend and if i can get some degree of responsibility,ill say my (900.OO RENT0 and thank God for that or id be on the street.Straight-up im not over dramatizing.I have resently made amends with some Good people and that great,also ive come to know My new friend OPI or The other name yopu said,but unless i have your permission i never give-out info witrhout the owners permission. (OLD SCHOOL) I see alot of similarities in our personalities and i mean good things. The last point John  is going to destroy his bank card,as Like The Comedian CHRIS ROCK said no good comes taking out 300.00 at 4: A.M in the morning. IFF compulsive  nevers an ougth john cant get more money,then The mental insanity that crack causes me cant be satisfied.I wake up in the moreing with some chance of starting One day in the way most successful addicts do.And not to get all mushy,but you guys and gals on this form through tough-love are helping me Thanks to all John in TORONTO

[johnnykelly]

The Bloodsucker was in reference to to cocaine dealer.SHE Bro even Big take no **** guys like ourselves are brought to our knees by that  coke. The thing that pisses me off aboue c-dealers is how in my case i allow some @!^%_*$ to f-over me,moreover i sink to that level.Now man is anb island,thats how we allow ourselves to get,or let ourselves be beatin.I used to never miss a day in the Gym,no cocaine dealer/******* hade influence over mr then. lets Both put the Pills,pipes and the whatever down and do as we no.Addicts are and this has been proven ,we atre intellectually smarter than the general population. Peace john

[johnnykelly]

Andre,you also owe money to that Blood-sucker.WE are both Big boys instead of letting that stoog irritate us,we should kick-his evil manipulative ***.But as a smart well connected man once told me the best revenge is (HEAR-ME BRO, LIVING WELL) BOTH for ANDRE AND JOHN. ANDRE the landlord in my opinion Pay the man, Even if say its SAY the Whatever the principal is and maybe an extra 100.OO or so until the rears are up to date.Angre youll feel better and no landlord tenant act commission can default a man for making a equitable offer.,plus when you do move heill give you a good reference,.get back to me  lohn

[gizzy32]

ok great, i will pm you some info on this place and like i said i have been there, not for rehab, but N/A meetings and i felt very comfotable there. there is a month or so waiting list, but man, all free. i'm just happy to hear you want this help, crack is a *****, but i know you will beat it with this help being offered. i will send you the info tomorrow as i am leaving soon for the day. great decision john, you won't regret it.

[johnnykelly]

YES SIR, BY all means i  really appreciated you going out of your way and giving me the 411 on the IN Patient treatment centre, one addictional point i am on S> if theres ever something that you may require dont ever be to proud to ask. Remember we dont live all that far apart. cheers john There was a spelling mistake (I AM ON Methadone at 60mgs) This typing is not my fortay john

[opi]

my name is out of the closet...i am andre and i'm an opiate freaker so it's cool....thx for
being solid though ;)...........i killed my bank account last week,,,just got a new one yesterday with a card and got my cell phone back to..the combo of the 2 are bad....but i will resist........you fed you're pets man,,,,that's something....the bird starting to look like a roastin chicken yet?...rents paid...that's one up on me..lol...i got a new pad at the end of month and am trying to figure out wether to do a midnight run or talk it over w/ mr. landlord...i like to run...but i gota stand up to it (maybe)....screw the crack man.....
say no to crack,,,wear a belt... i thinki'm guna go to a 3 week day program...just trying to get the gov to give sick benefits,,,seperation slip says fired but w/docs notes and such i might be able to pull it off........you should do the same....you get monthly checks so get in there while you can.....might help.................ohhhhhhh the snow.....some kid is comming to shovel...phew....labour is a major trig for me..lol....hang in there bro......

[gizzy32]

hey johnny, are you still considering inpatient rehab? we never heard back from you after that post of yours. i guess we learn from our mistakes and i can tell you really want this. let me know if you want the info about this rehab as it is not far from you.

p.s. i heard you guys got rocked with the snow and it's coming down hard now here too, as i am only an hour away from you. take care and let me know if you want this rehab thing, you know it is free here