Sorry you guys if the grammar is jumbled up I am just writing and feel certain I am not being graded on my grammar. LOL
Getting off pills does require alot of soul searching and facing things head on. Not always an easy task. One of my biggest issues i have had to deal with is the death of my father. He was my world and after he passed i took a header into hell. Right now at this very moment I can honestly say it has gotten better. Things have been put in perspective, not all of it but alot of it. I remember the good things and the things he taught me. I have a TON of work yet as there are other issues but things are more clear to me now that i am not using. As i said b4, not an easy task. Just hang in there and stay strong. POST and READ and TALK. We are here for you. sara
Grammer is not a requirement on here........BEING HERE IS!!!!! I just bossed you there!!!!
oops!!! see i cant even spell grammar!!!!
I think when we loose our loved ones we take the pills or whatever our DOC is not to feel the pain and we dont morn the right way...i tried to quit many many times before it stuck, 2 mo but still that is longest i have ever gone...now its like iam finally mornin the right way about my mom and my triplets, still have bad days and want pills but this forum keeps me strong..so hang in there mike whats important is you dont stop trying and keep talking to us.
It is quite bitterweet to know that there are so many other people out there that are exactly like you in the same exact situations. It makes me stronger yet it makes me weaker knowing that it is so easy to get pulled into such a nightmare....I just want to wake up from it all...I want someone to pull me out and away for good. I wish we could all get together, all of us who are in the same situation and just quit for good together. Every single one of us at the same time...wouldn't that be the easiest way? I think it could work if only it were possible....
Gather the strength from this forum. Yes it would be the easiest way but this is reality of life. We feel the suffering and we feel the accomplishments. You too will be there.
Thx u guys and yes that losing a loved one is a very large issue with me and something I know I should come to terms with and hopefully will come in time as long as i continue to face these feelings head on which is something honestly I am not used to doing much. I have to get to the point of actually believing it and forgetting she is gone. I wish I had a magik pill for this. LOL I am sure you do as well.... I am present and posting and don't plan on going anywhere for the time being. Today I gave it another try to get out and abot and I forcrd myself grittng my teeth every second honestly took my baby to the park went shopping which always ***** and out to lunch with my wife and baby girlie. It was nice I enjoyed it and could not have asked for better considering I am still withdrawing. Am I the only one that while detoxing I can take 4 showers aday literally and I still just feel icky wanna shower again now.
I feel the same way....I only lost a dog and a relationship but it was hard and made easier by the lil devils. After a couple of tries, I now feel better and now just have to manage the stress of daily life (a lot easier to type out than to do) w/o the lil bastards.
It is nice to not be alone but what does it say about society and life that all of us are struggling with the same issue? When does it become larger than just a personal problem and grow to be a societal problem?
A long time ago but in consideration to the world population we are opnly a spec on the president's reading glasses which he does not wear all the time. LOL Glad I shared that with you all I thinmk these few responses are so much more to heart than so many others I have gotten. Just share a bit and I get you all in return. Good Deal... Mike
i remember starting to smoke weed again while i was trying to get over the feelings of sadness after the girl whom i loved was trying to break all links with me for whatsoever reasons... but anyways i feel like no doubt we do learn but what i hate is when they say that life just goes on... may be the people who try drugs are different people or at least they tend to think differently than others who have not tried them,,,, i hope you people feel me when i say being wronged you know... take care everyone , eat healthy, exercise...
now its been almost more than a year since i am clean and away from all resin cannabis and quit smoking tobacco as well... live healthy