Hey everyone!! It's been a really long time since I posted on here. I have been away for a while but, I finally have some time under my belt and I feel great!!!!!! I never ever thought I could get past the beginning but, for all those who are suffering please hang in there cuz it's so worth it! I only have a few months clean but, as I look back at my old post it's truely a miricale that I have some time clean. I love u guys all!! I could really use support! I am stuck at home for a little while without a car so I can't get to outside meetings. If anyone has suggestions for me I am open. I am so happy, I don't ever want to go back to that life!:)