I wake at 5 AM, I take 3 shots of vodka with a 10/325 Endocet and 1 Tylenol 3 with codeine. - At noon, I take 3 shots of vodka and a 10/325 Endocet, and one half mg Xanax. - At dinner I take 3 shots vodka and a 10/325 Endocet. At night I I have one drink, 1mg Xanax, and 5/325 percocet. I go to bed early, before midnight. I dont sleep over two hours at once, up at 5am with the runs and withdraw next morning, go to bathroom, take shower, and start again. Duration of Endocet and percocet is one month. Alcohol is ten year. Xanax is 10 year. I do get two extra strength vicodins for DDD, but they hurt my stomach badly, so I take the Endocet and percocet. I have only two vicodins per day at my disposal, I have unlimited Xanax and Tylenol 3 at my disposal. My routine is as I described and I wish to quit the endocet as they are not prescribed. Can I stop? Can I use my Xanax and Tylenol 3 or my vicodin to ween off? Will the long term alcohol be a problem, it doesnt seem like much to me. I do wake up in withdraw every morning, I have cold hands and feet when I wake. How di I detox at home and will it be hard. I Its not the amount but the regularity, and I didnt think that endocet for one month was bad. Maybe my mixture I described is adding up. What do I do to get through? Do I ween or stop all? The alcohol? 9 shots per day, never drunk but am steady. Again Endocet is only one month, vicodin which I stopped was long years, alcohol is ten and xanax is ten years. Little amounts never am wasted, but always slow and steady from early morning on. I have procured all the drugs that detox use, I have promethazine ( vomiting script), meculizine ( dizzy script), hyoscyamine (for runs script only), Magensium and zinc vitamin shots(which they give to alcoholics) and I have seizure meds. I dont get wasted, I get steady from 5 am till midnight, I space out the dosing and I just maintain a buzz, but since I already am using the detox and doctors detox drugs, the detox cant give me much that I am not already using on my own. Nine shots over 15 hours every day isnt a lot, but I never skip, so I am using the detox meds to fight withdraw, and I use the small stuff I wrote above.Endos are only the last month, nine shots from 5 am to midnight is ten years long, Xanax is ten years long. My totals are Endo tens 3 times a day, each dose with three shots of vodka, one tylenol 3, am down to 1.5 or 2.0 mgs of Xanax per day ten years. Is the fact thats I am not real heavy on the using numbers, but am long term systematic....and I use the detox meds to fight off withdraw when I wake up. I even have librium. I am worried that my small, but regular habit is not treatable because I also am immune to the detox meds that they would use to help me. I even shoot the magnesium vitamin/shots that they give in detox, I run folic acid, B vitamins, Zinc, potassium....I have the same kit that detox uses, so how will they stop my alcohol withdraws and stuff if I am on the meds they use already? I have friends work in the hospital that told me all the meds they use to alleviate, and I am tolerant now so what can they use to calm my seizures or shakes since I am already taking what the hospital uses to help, I even use atenolol to regulate my heartbeat and aspirin to stave off heart attack, I think I used up all my options of relief by using them without getting clean. Why do I wake up sick after five hours? Every morning? I am slowly buzzed all day and withdraw every night till early morn, then 5 am start again.... I was told that booze needs hospital, but its only nine shots a day and I space it out. I am a user who doesnt get high but just buzzed, yet I withdraw every night into morning.