I haven't been here in quite some time, but having a bit of depressive symptoms lately so thought it best to check in. I used to be a regular member while I fought my demons with the pain pills. I was on oxycontin, percs, and morphine for about 17 years. I was also on 2 antidepressants and tons of tylenol for headaches. Couldn't picture life without them. But here I am two and a half years clean. Took me about a year, some close friends, and a good counselor to do it.
It does get better, I go weeks without thinking about it. At times I feel depressed, like now, but I measure my success and remind myself "this too shall pass".
Thank you to everyone who shares their story, I need them at these times. I didn't believe in my own strength once and now I do. I also believe in you. Took me 4 bouts of the dreaded withdrawals, so just keep trying. Life is good on the other side, still difficult but very manageable. Big hugs!