I am so happy to say this sunday will be my last pain pill ( hopefully for good ) As you may know from my other posts, I have made really good progress since september 27, I have went from taking 12-18 Roxicodone 30mgs and some Oxycontin 80's, To just taking 1 Oxycodone 10/325 but i done a very fast taper, And have been going threw hell! but I know it will be worth it in the end.
My doctor has been very understanding, and happy that I want to get off of them and actually do something with my actuall pain in my back and my head.
This sunday I am going to get my Ativan prescription filled, and my doctor has also prescribed me flexril, and 800mg ibprofen to help with the wilthdraws I will still have.
As you may know im Just 18 and I have beed addicted since I was 13 years old. When I graduated back in june 2009 I had 2 scholarships to go to college, But instead I let the pain pills take over my life and did not go to college. But I am determined to get my life back on track, and finished what I have started!!
I am very thankful that I have all my friends and family supporting me, But I think this website has helped me more that anything, Because you have all been threw this, and I feel like im not alone with this on going battle.
I am also going to therapy to real soon, so I hope that will prevent me from relapse
THANKS EVERONE! that has supported me, And I am not going any were when I am done with the withdraws. This website has become a part of my life now, and has helped me a lot.
Thanks, and sorry for it being so long lol