I found this site 4 months ago when I was dealing with awful withdrawals. I had two back surgeries and had been on 2 hydrocodone for 3 1/2 yrs. Then two pain specialist in a matter of 5 months put me on methadone, changed to morphine, increase the morphine,changed to fentenyl patches (2 x 50 mg per day), thought I was going to die.Then suboxone for 5 weeks. Suboxone without a doubt was a huge mistake for me. I'm sure others have success with it, but I could not handle it. Maybe if my doctor had given it to me in the correct way to deal with the withdrawal. I had to have another back surgery,so Robert told me to take 10 mg of hydrocodone 3/4 times a day so I could have the surgery instead of the suboxone. I went through the most awful withdrawals. I felt like I had the flu for weeks and anxiety was unreal. Uncontrollable crying. I was in a world I knew nothing about. So many of you tried to help me and I will forever be greatful. I have only been able to go back to work in the last 3 weeks. My anxiety was so bad I didn't want to leave home. My doctor said the pressure in my head is from anxiety. I guess it is because since I increasd my clonazepam, the pressure is better. He said all the drugs have caused a chemical imblance in my body and it will take time for it to get better. I take 50 mg of lyric in the am and by 3:00 pm I feel awful until I take another one. My doctor said to take the anxiety medicine instead, but it doesn't help. Did anyone have a clue why I am still dealing with these feelings after 4 months. So many of you told me I should be better in 21 days. Lord, how I wish this had been true. It really interfers with my life, and I just wish I knew there was an end in sight. Any helpful hints about anxiety. Again thanks for all your comments in the past.