Today is Valentines Day. I can kind of feel the sugar and romantic rush, but I would like no part of it. I am 48 hours in to Lortab withdrawl, with a refill in (let me do the math) either on the 28th, or March 1st. My boyfriend though that it might be nice for us to go eat together, but due to the crowds, I told him perhaps another day. I have been Googling withdrawl for several months now and have followed the Thomas Recipe. My dosage being 4-7 10's per day. On the days when I would take seven, It would feel as if I were already staving off withdrawl, when in truth, I had just built up a tolerance. I love and hate who I am on pain meds. I hate lying or sometimes stealing. I love waking up with a new batch and knowing that the day will be good. I had trouble finding some of the things recommeded on the Thomas recipe, so I substituted 5 hour energy for the L-Tyrosine because the shot contains the ingredient. I also believe that Immodium is necessary. I take a double dose, any time I feel I may need it. I also take xanax at will, usually more than a 1mg. My question is this? How difficult is it to get off and stay off?
Anyone with experience would be helpful.