I would contue to do what is working for you why would you risk having seizures when this has been working for you ? I am sure you want to get done with it I totally understand but I would hate to see anything happen to you in the process.If you need to talk send me a email
I also went throgh the benzo withdrawals after a several year addiction. I went inpatient and was tapered down over a 5 day period, with a drug called Depokote which is used for the seizure control as well as meed stabilizer. I am happy to tell you that it worked I experienced no complications other than some sleepless nights. But I would do it all again as it was truly worth it!