Partly a statement of my situation and questions:
I have been taking 5-6 Vicodins per day for the better part of 2+ years. I often (usually) run out before my prescription is refillable. During this time I suffer from flu like symptoms, very severe night sweats and worse, unbareable leg cramps. I also suffer from severe depression when I do not take my medication. I started taking these pills for my menstrual cycle, but it blew up in my face. I kept needing more and more. I am afraid to approach my doctor because I am fearful that she will abruptly take me off. She once told me that she thought I was exhibiting "addictive" behavior. Should I see a specialist who can offer another medication to ease me off of the Vicodin? I have a benzo for anxiety and I have read it should help me sleep. It does for a few hours, but them I am back to very sweaty nights (changing clothes, washing sheets every day, airing out my pillows and mattress). If anyone knows of a medication that is safe to help come off of the V, it would be very helpful. I have tried potassium, eating bananas, taking tons of Tylenol and Ibuprophen, but it just hurts my stomach and I get horrible diarreah. Any advice would be helpful. Thanks.