i,m 37 years old and like everyone i aint getting any younger , but i,m hooked on pain meds and beer, i recently got out of a relationship and straight into another one, i have three kids and one on the way , i feel like a failure in life and i know its because of them pills and the drinking doesnt help it out , ive been hooked on the pills since 2007 i never even knew about pain meds untill the doctor introduced them to me, so in a way i blame the doctors , but im a grown man so no one put a gun to my head and made me take them, i,m starting to get real scared about my addiction , mainly because of my liver and because of the descions i make while i,m on the meds , it really hurts my family , and more because they no about it , it got to a point that i cant hide it, i know i,m gonna go through withdrawls, but whats the best way to come off ??????i am scared i take up to 10- 12 pills a day i,m tired and very scared please someone give me advice any advice can help, i need to stop for me and my family, i,m tired of depending on these damn things, about the beer i know it dont help and it makes it worse on the liver , but the beer is already coming to a halt but i,m just scared about the pills help me please