day 62 and this is for the ones who are starting the journey or in the midst of it.

[solost170]

Ok guys its day sixty two and I must say today is the best day out of all em, I woke up and felt soooooo good legs felt completely normal I wanted to run ninety thousand miles an hour for joy. I swear you would think I took something but I diddnt its all me baby. I cried I felt so dang good. ok with that out of the way. here is to the new ones on here I know things look dark and gray and you may feel like hell and you cant see the light at the end of tunnel. And that voice in your head is screaming at you just one wont hurt you can get through the day or you can sleep or whatever it is that is telling you. But I swear just as the sun comes up in the morning and sets at night it is only trying to trick you into taking it. it lies and it cheats and will steal everything you have worked so hard for it doesnt care how far you have come or what you have done to get here. and it will even trick you into thinking it wasnt that bad you diddnt feel that bad when you were going through detox it was all in your head.
I only say this cause I have been there I have experienced it first hand we all have somedays the voice was so loud that I couldnt concentrate on anything else. I can say what has saved my hinny is this forum redflagging myself and telling everyone about my secret I reached out for help. I knew I couldnt do it alone. and alone I was not.
so as you go through all the things you are going through please listen. it will pass the darkness lifts the sun will shine in your soul you will break free from the chains that bind you to your addiction. and when you do you will not believe the feeling its the best thing ever there is no high out there like it. today is the first day of the rest of your life and you are fighting for it and it is worth it you are worth it. so dont give up I'm sixty two days clean and will never ever look back I like who I'm off of the pills no more lies no more cheating no more drama no more pain no more tears no more drugs no more off the hell. I promise you its worth it I cant believe how worth it. hang in there guys your day is comen its a hard road and a bumpy one but when you get there its paved in gold. love and light solost

[waterLilly7]

Congrats!!! Great post!!!  I love posts liek this. I feel the same way!! Day 85 for me, and there were times that were so dark I thought itw ould never end, but day by day it got better and better and now I am here, at day 85 and loving life.

Isn't it wonderful??

Thanks again for such a nice inspiring post,
hugs,
Lily

[mary577]

Wonderful post, and a big congratulations from me too.   I wish everyone who comes here would read this over and over.    

[selfinduced]

YAY! Great post.....and the days just keep getting better and better! CONGRATS!

[Nursey7]

Beautiful and "real" post- made me cry-thanks for caring so much about others the way you do :-)

[Brightfutureahead]

Awesome post...very motivating (just shy of a month here ;)

[smiles4eva]

Congratulations on 60 days!  This is an inspiring post and for sure gives me and others hope.  Thank you :)

[GarbageAddict360]

It is so nice to read a positive testimony amongst all the posts of those who still suffer.  I love your message and your conviction, it is a eye opener.  I want to thank you for taking the time to write all that you did which helps the still sick and suffering.  Giving them your firsthand account of how it has gotten better with time is a beautiful gift.  I know that when I was starting my journey, it was stories like yours that gave me the strength to stay clean.  I am 88 days today and I feel like I got a new start in life.  I wake up with such passion for life and I feel great when I accomplish all that I set out for myself. Keep up the amazing work solost, we all value you here.  

[kkcopacetic]

Beautiful and the way you relate to the voice of your addiction in your head is dead on. You have been very helpful to me. Thank you.