Hi Cassie,
It is good to hear from you.
Now that you have been through rehab, you know what you need to do to get back up. Remember how good you felt when you were clean and sober and hang on to that.
Get to a meeting, tonight if you can and talk, talk, talk.
You know about people, places & things so I won't give you that lecture. Hope to see you get back on track and stick around here.
I will pray for you tonight.
Cassie,
You are right you can do this again ,things will come together again .As IBK said take all of the things you learned in rehab they will still apply .
Plz stay around and let us help you and you will help others as well....
avis
Thank you, I am still going to meetings and I have a sponsor too. I had about four months sober (by far the longest ever), it's disappointing, but I feel like I am better able to get back up now then I did before. I am frustrated with myself for relapsing again, things seemed to be going well, and I let my guard down for a second, thought, well it's been four months, maybe I can just try it again one more time, wrong. Things really do pick up right where they left off. ANyways thanks for your prayers, I hope you guys are doing well. I am going to stick around now, thank you.
Reapply what you learned! It was not a waste! Your clean date just changed, so look at it that way. You didn't lose those months.....they are just kept in a different place! OK? Keep posting on here. You will get so much help.
Just dust yourself and go for it again! Ask for whatever help you need!!! : )
Good luck
Lea Ann
Thank you. I wish I could have posted here two weeks ago, because after all the struggling I did before getting into rehab on here, and all the help you guys gave me I wish I could have said everything was great now. Before I relapsed (a week and a half ago) I was going to meetings, working with a sponsor, working everyday, working out, I am going back to school soon, things were actually coming together, while I was sober. I never thought I would be able to be sober for a period of time and live life and actually enjoy it, but I was. So I am going to try and get back there now. THank you guys for the support!
You can have all that back again Cassie......use the tools you were given in rehab and keep going to meetings. You can do this........sara
Hey Cass:) Good to see you back on here, I wish it was under other circumstances... Glad you're having a support system, get back on the recovery track. ODAT.
xoxoxo. Sophie.
HI Cassie good to have you back I remember your story and am sorry you relapsed but it sounds like you have picked yourself back up and are doing what it takes to get back on the wagon...your 100% right you need to put your whole heart and soul into it for it to work
I have and it can be difficult even when your fully committed...but you have learned valuable skills in rehab and by working the steps.. just put one foot in front of the other and apply what you have learned ...as always we welcome you back and will be here to support you and help you along the way...we all want to see you succeed good luck and God bless....Gnarly
Thanks everyone, btw sophie what is ODAT...lol I can never keep up with your abbreviations :)
Not to jump in on Sophie, she is on the other side of the world (LOL) and sleeps when we are awake, etc. So I am chiming in before your curiosity drives you crazy--ha ha
ODAT=One Day At A Time. They dropped the other A along the way.
Hi Cass, Sorry to see you back under these circumstances but glad you are planning to get right back on track. I'll never forget the PMs you sent right before you told your parents about your addiction. You were in a really bad place....remember??? You don't want to ever go back there. You have to get this under control real quick. Did you tell your sponcer you relapsed? You have to tell on your addiction. Going back up for another 1 day keytag s@cks but you got to do this. You will get tons of support. I think of you often and want to see you live happily ever after. You deserve this. Your not here to be an addict. You have a great purpose in this life and your addiction will rob the world of being a better place for having you in it. Still sending much love honey, Corey