WHEN I GET HOME FROM WORK ARUNN12 OR SO I SEND YOU SOME E MIAL. LOVE CIN
.....I hate to bother you about this right now, but I'm looking into on-line pharmacies. I need to fill my meds, and I am dragging my heels.....cause I'm tired of all the dam looks, and excuses at the local pharmacy.
Did you see what Phillychad wrote up there to jennifer ......man that was good. Thomas too.....
anyway, I emailed a few, but I am scared. Just give me some feedback when your feeling better..... I trust your judgement. Will say a little prayer for you tonight... I'm still thinking about you.....so is Wiz.
Love ya,
angelica
Awww shucks, you always make me feel so special.
Don't ever worry about not being able to post, your words ring through my head every day of my life, you've really supported me through all of this, and some of the things you have said will never be forgotten!
I was only getting a little concerned wondering where you were! You take the time you need for yourself, and get your head back together again!!! Take all the time you need, we are always here.
Remember, with this crew, there is always someone around to lend support when one of us needs alittle time for ourselves, don't ever feel guilty! We are all a team, we work together, we can't always ALL be strong all of the time!
Big huge (((HUGS))) for you, and you are always welcome in my house when you come back to FL!!! :) I'd love to meet you in person!
Take care of your sweet self!
Lv Jenny
my dear sweet jenny, You always put yourslef on hold for other people...i am so sorry for not being there for you....I feel so selfish but sometimes my head gets so full I can't focus on anything...you are such a good person....and things can only get better for you..when i get down to florida all hell will break out with us on the prowl.LOL we will all be ok....thank you for your caring and your concern.......love you cin
WW,,,you are right about the grieving....It seems like Ihave been mournin the loss of my mom for a hundred bazillion years..She passed away this past Chritmas morning....after a long battle with emphysema....since the very moment of her death my world has not been the same..nor will it ever be the same..my heart has been shattered...I had never felt this type of pain and this is where my fears are coming into play,,i am so terrified of now losing my kids or doug...to lose a parent, sibling, spouse etc. is horrible enough but to lose a child...unthinkable...but this is where my dreams are at....I need to go before my kids..that is how it is suppossed to be..and my mom's fear of dying was not for herself but her fear was for me..she was so afraid that I may start using again..anyway,,when my mom died is when I came here..they got me through...my forum family....they all know how I am and they know just what to say to help me through my "mom" days..thank you for you kindness and warmth...and my sista LOL...thank you to... you have been with me from the start...you know me like the back of your own hand yet....we have never met LOL and we do have the same sense of hummer OOPPSS I mean humor LOL you are so full of warmth and happiness,,you always add sushine to my days when they are dreary....and you have gone to bat for me on various occasions right along with Brighty...remember the one person inparticular that got us all in an uproar?...i swear..If I had balls he'd make them itch...and then of course Wizard dust i what makes the world a better place to live.....love to all of you each and every one of you cin
.......You need a little uplift.....Go read my posts here lately. lmao... I don't even know what I'm doing half the time. You and I share the same humor.... I know you will laugh. Like why do I keep saying......go "grab the bull by the horns"???....we have more cows and deer, here than bulls..... and the typos, oh well, just that is enough to make ya laugh.
Well, anyway: Out of all that I want to say this:...YOU WILL BE OK..... NOT MATTER WHAT. I think you are going through....a little post traumatic blues. If it gets too bad, please tell your doctor. I don't mean to be silly.... I know this is serious, I just hate too see you sooo blue. You always make me laugh. My crazy sista!
Love,
Angelica.....go sista go .....hey, sista go... go grab some locha mocha chocolatttooooo lmao