As for those people you are referring to......some people are lying to themselves and only seeing what they want to believe, and some never see the light unless they hit rock bottom, while some may never give up drugs. It is a choice that you make, and it DOES affect how we live, and you will be better without those influences in your life..(the drugs, and the people who do not care enough about themselves to see a problem) Keep your focus and be selfish!!! Worry about YOU!!!!! Have a good rest!
One day your friends will realize and be in the position you are in now. Congrats on catching your addiction before it is too late. That is always the first step and some realize that sooner than others. One day they will be coming to you for advice. Best of luck!
Brian
What frustrates me is how some of my good friends who I really get along with don't even consider quitting drugs. They just want to learn to be able to cope with their drug abuse and control it so that it does not affect other spheres of their lives too much. With relatively mild drugs like Codeine this may just be possible but it still takes it's toll and I am better off without using it at all. May they realize in time that drugs are a waste of time and clean up too. No matter what I am staying away from using friends of mine at any cost from now. Also, gratitude and respect once again, getting addicted to this forum beats getting addicted to opiates any day, love the way ppl here are positive and enjoying their sober lives as well. I wanna join in the fun too sooner rather than later. Now that the burden of guilt for using drugs again has lifted consderably, I think I will just go and sleep, tc every1 pls...
Keep reading and posting....send me a personal message and just gripe if you want to! I am here for you!! All of us are here for you, but one thing I must state, is when I decided to stop, I said I will do it tomorrow, and decided, nope, I will do it today! because for me, tomorrow never comes!! Just a thought! You are doing good!
I know when the urge hit me to use I would get on here and type away. I made this forum my new addiction! If you feel like using get on here and type away. You will get immediate responses that will help curb that appetite. There are so many wonderful people on here that will help you in the process of staying clean. You know exactly what you want and we are here to help. Just chalk the codiene and tramadol you just took as a learning experience and push on. Many people had to change the people they hung out with just to keep drugs away from them. I know that can be difficult because you feel close to them. But this is your life and you have to do what you have to do. One day the others will realize they have a problem and hopfully get clean themselves. Until then, you might need to make some changes on who you hang out with. You can do this! Best of luck to you!
Brian
im in the same boat, minus the alcohol.........this so sucks, and ive been on suboxone for 2 years!
noone beleives me when i show emotions, they say im on pills or crack! usually, im not!
talk man!
You're welcome Raj. Anytime...
Jacqui
thnx, it's bum in the road alright, it's just that I used to promise myself that I will get sober from tomorrow every single day anyway during my junkie days and I am very very afraid of it being an empty promise again. This forum's great and I think I will spend my evenings reading, posting, answering questions and posts in the evening the next few days. Thnx for listening, heart felt gratitude for the trully amazing people here!
raj, you gotta take control...drinking is a trigger for you and so you just cant do it and live a clean and sober life. as confused said this is a bump in the road...dust off and get back up. keep going. stay away from anyone or anything that may cause you to use. we are here...before you use next time get on line and tak tous we will help you through.
cathy
I agree with confused. It is a bump in the road, and to you, it did NOT go unnoticed. You have identified a few major triggers here AND you don't want to go back to that life. While you may have done something you'd wished you hadn't, you still came out with the right attitude. I think that counts for a lot. To have co-addictions doesn't make your situation any easier either. Have you tried meetings, counseling, or this forum before? Whenever you feel that urge, I recommend getting on the computer and getting here. It has definitely helped me, and I wish you the best of luck on the new day tomorrow. You have not erased all your good work either. You're still on the right path.
Jacqui
Your last paragraph shows that you know what you want and need to do. This is a bump in the road and we all have them. Get right back on that clean path!! You're doing great for going on 21 days. This was a minor set-back. Try possibly not "hanging" out with those people that you are likely to use with!! Best of luck to you!