Well I recall that one of the most significant things about drugs is the route of adminastration. The quicker the drugs gets into the blood the more addicitng it becomes. Swalloing the medications crushed will speed the time it takes to get into the bloodstream. Do not think it relates to the withdrwals being more severe. Your thinking second guesing, your feeling guilty,asking ? what if. I know that is normal. Did you have a plan or did you just stop. Withdrawing with a plan works better than winging it. I think your really asking how, when well the w.d be over. Your not holding up well. Not saying without knowing detials what you could do at this point, but you could get into treatment or look at Buprenex to finish this out. Buprenex will still help you. With Buprenex take less as you can for the shortest period possible or wind up with a bigger addiction problem. Hope this all is what you need for information. God Bless, keep trying or retrying!
I don't know about the crushing vs. the swallowing,but I do know that 2 days is awsome! Congratulations!! You're almost at the halfway mark.You've come a long way don't look back now,everyday gets a little easier.Stay strong.Peace.