day six depression anxiety

[Pjtwenty]

Despair. Hopelessness. Detachment. Guilt. Fear of another horrible night of rls. No sleep. Stress trying to care for a little 2 year old angel who doesn't deserve this. A wife dealing with her husband sick again. Another son who I feel I let down. My Damn dog!! Even!!
These are my emotions right now. I just had to let them out and hopefully here this is normal. Oh and feeling like I may go crazy any second.

[ariley13]

I just wanted to offer you my support. These were all things that I felt . I am on day 18 off of vicodin and I can tell you that it does get better. I still have moments every day but they pass and are fewer every day. We are bombarded by our feelings because we have numbed ourselves for so long. Please stay strong and know that you are doing great. This is the best thing that you can do for yourself, your family, and your dog! We are here for you when you need us. Try to keep your head up! :)

[BluCrystal]

I just read the comments of the first poster to your post.... are you addicted to something, anything?  If so, please seek treatment as soon as possible.  If not, seek treatment anyway.  You are in great need of help to start feeling happy again!  Blessings - Blu

[abritt121222]

Its all part of the process because while we are high we don't realize what we are doing and when we get sober it all hits really hard we all go thru it the main thing is that u have to forgive yourself. It is a disease that we are powerless to and when we get control of it things can only look up