ohhh my god i just wrote the longest thing and i deleted it all F*********!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, long story short, i had a stash of percs in a tissue and i wass cleaning my room for the first time in months, i accidentally threw away the tissue of about 7 15 mg oxycodones along with a bunch of receipts and tissue..... well, i cried and laughed at the same time (dumb blonde moment) but honestly, it was a blessing in disguise.. i dont have a 'clean time' but i am definitely more sober than i have been in three years. i felt so sad and stupid but then i felt like, wow, what a blessing in disguise... anyway, just wanted to post a crazy moment for me. BUT, i mowed the lawn and went for a run with my dogs and i felt better. im heading on up guys!!! whooO!!! sobriety is like the sweetest love that i cant get enough of... i must admit, i have had slip ups, but i never let it stop me from my journey to being clean and happy. i hope you all feel strenght tonight. lets make it another day, guys!!!! good for us for being strong, even at our weakest points. i love you all. sorry i dont post much, but honestly, this forum makes me want to use. i hate to admit that, but when i first joined this website i was using, so it sorta reminds me of being high. but i need to face that demon.
god bless,, heres to another day in the books.
u can make it a great day or not, the choice is OURS!!!