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[alli414]

i need help is anyone here?

[alli414]

can I ask you a question? What was your life like at that stage? why and how did you get help?
Alli

[juneblaze09]

no offense hunny but men say that but when you arn't interested in drugs and he is....then that changes things...you already found him in an apartment doing drugs with some girl?? even if they weren't "doing" anything else....eventually it will lead to that as the drugs are so interesting that he's gonna want a girl who likes them like he does...i'm not trying to upset you but it's reality....i know because i was into drugs and it's more fun being around people who like them too....i know it's hard but try to get yourself out before you get hurt even more...

[alli414]

i walked in on him and some girl last night doing drugs in an apartment in new york.  He told me it's not a good time and this is not what it looks like.  I never ever thought he would cheat on me but I don't even know what to believe anymore.  The question I have is should I tell his twin brother and his family before it is to late?
He is an addict and I know it!
He told me I would never cheat on you but I don't even know what he is thinking anymore

[wantlifeback]

Yes all of that will change his personality.  Please be careful and make sure you are safe.  i only took oxycontin and it changed me so i can't imagine what he is going through mentally.  They all change how your brain works...

Keep posting to talk to someone, it helps.  Even if you just have to vent, we are here for you

[alli414]

he seems like he is going to be self destructive soon, like he has lost hope of life

[alli414]

by boyfriend is so F***** up on xanax , percs and oxis and weed can this make you a delusional person? he has no idea what is going on anymore.....he's acting like a completley different person then i know him to be..he looks blank like no feeling...alli

[alli414]

by boyfriend is so F***** up on xanax , percs and oxis and weed can this make you a delusional person? he has no idea what is going on anymore.....he's acting like a completley different person then i know him to be..he looks blank like no feeling...alli

[kyjobr]

I"m here.

[NewLeaf]

What kind of help do you need?