help...going crazy w/this

[done4good]

I am so anxious and upset. My last vicodin was sunday am and today the anxiety is the worst.
When will this end?????

[done4good]

I haven't had them except the first day really, till the l tyrosine this am.
The anxiety is the worst for me and it's definitely my weak point. I don't know what I'm going to do. I should have gone to my office but have been working from home for fear I'd do something crazy like try to get more drugs. I know there's a woman at the office w/vicodin and I'd probably ask her for one. dang me for doing this to myself...i knew better after the ultram experience...d

[worried878]

The runs were the worst part for me...started during my taper and lasted about 10 days after I quit....my tummy has always been my stress point tho....keep plugging along...imodium works wonders!

[done4good]

I did take the l tyrosine and I think it gave me diarrhea this morning...I was past all that until I took it.
I won't try to get any more pills. I'm done. This is hell and I don't want to go thru it ever again.
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[worried878]

It is...u will see soon...it all becomes clear...the chasing pills and stuff took alot of my time and energy...time that could have been better spent....it takes a bit to get the mental energy back  stick with your vitamins and aminos and stay strong...it does get better...a life clean is better than the alternative...there is just no arguing with that

[done4good]

I am having a little wine..I know..disgusting but I don't know what else to do. I feel like my skin is crawling.
I pray tomorrow is better. The weird thing is I woke up feeling better and then it hit me hard within an hour.
I have been brainstorming how to get ONE pill to get out of my misery but I know that is wrong so I am almost afraid to do anything for fear I will ask a friend or call a dr for a script.
After this I will never touch this stuff. Please tell me normal life is better than any high I got from these stupid pills.

[road2recovery]

For me this was my worst day then every day did get much better...Dont' turn back now...Do u have anything for the anxiety?
good luck
r2r

[done4good]

it was intermittent becaus of availability. I think it's been about 2 mos off and on w/the lower doses of percoset and vicodin. I think this is the longest I have gone in over a month. I think...my brain feels fried.

[worried878]

yes...it does depend on the drug u were using and how much i think...and even then everyone is different...for me..80 mg of hydros daily...took 4 days to get over the crappy part..keep posting

[spacecadette]

You should start to feel better towards the end of today? But it also depends on how much and often you were using.  

[done4good]

thanks just being heard helps a little. I feel anxious yet immobilized tho...so scared.

[Firefaery1023]

Take it a day at a time it may take up to 5 days.  Use the nervous tension to do somethinmg that you have always wanted to do.