how can something so innocent

[zoea]

Become so horrible. Im embarrassed.
Baking cakes with my girls. Now i get to the icing and can't believe it set me off wanting cocaine.
How embarrassing. now its on my mind.
2 weeks so good.

Now friends on a lighter note. Please don't ask me to make any of u a birthday cake.

Just needed to share my shame

Zoe.

[minn66]

I say that the UN should make March 11 International Cake Day. We will know what it really means. That there are triggers everywhere and we need to be aware of them and be ever watchful. Yet, we can also realize we can enjoy life and the sweetness we can create. Dear zoe, I am very proud of you.

Love and hugs from across the pond,

Minn :)

[zoea]

Ok the 11th of march is officially cake day.

Morning to u all.

No brown sugar either lol

[IwillDoThis]

Zoe - you are doing so awesome.  I cannot even say some of the stupid stuff that made me crave old habits from back in the day - the most mundane things.  I am so glad you see the humor in it - I have such a good feeling about this time for you.  Keep up your hard work and ENJOY that darn cake - (I am totally wanting cake now!)

[Kresaera]

I've done the same thing zoe... Only with brown sugar and heroin. It's been a long time since I've done it though, so it eventually stops lol.

On another note, I made cake with my kids today too...lol

[snakejones]

Maybe a nice hot cup of tea would comfort you. Tea always makes me have energy as I am quite sensitive to caffeine. Maybe coffee if tea doesn't do it for you. Probably not before bed though.....
It's actually pretty funny in a dark way that you saw the powdered sugar and thought cocaine. Sounds like something from a Woody Allen movie!
Lucky, lucky little girls to have their mum so involved in their lives, needs, and pleasures.....Margaret  xox

[minn66]

Oh zoe, I would have enjoyed some of your cake. I don't eat many sweets but for some reason I am having a craving ;) Just got back from our mini-holiday in the country. So relaxing. I can feel the anxiety trying to weasel its way in, so maybe that's why I want some sweets!

Hugs to you from across the pond,

Minn :)

[zoea]

So i suppose i will get blamed for everyone.eating cakes or cookies now lol.

Keep well lovely.

[lulu747]

Zoe,

Eating a peanut butter chocolate chip cookie now because I have no cake!!!  You are doing awesome, girl.  Laughter is the best medicine I know.  Keep moving forward, keep breathing, and keep laughing.  One moment at a time..Rest well. lovely.
xo
Lu

[zoea]

I have found wonderful friends x

its so nice to laugh. Don't u all think.

Night all. X

[vicki595]

No more white frosting for you!!!

[Sarah11212]

This is funny Zoe!
As soon as I read the thread, I starting smelling frosting.  And then I thought, "Sarah, your losing it"!
Bahaha, there are brownies on the kitchen counter that I forgot were there!  But I hadn't smelled them until I read your post!

[zoea]

Rizboy. Very funny.

Littlebit . Cake was lovely. Maybe i should of stuck with grapes.

Glad i made u all smile. Even though its at my expense lol.
Something we should all do more is laugh.

Piece of cake anyone. With or without icing.

Hugs Zoe x

[littlebit667]

whole thread made me smile!  Hope the cake was good.  Now I need some.  Guess I am gonna go eat some grapes instead!  :)

[rizboy]

So u had your cake and ate it??

[zoea]

Well i ate all the cakes so that has satisfied me.

How terrible am i. I though i have to be honest no matter how silly i sound.

Your reply made me laugh.

Zoe x

[texaslady68]

Shame on you!  I am making my list for the grocery store and have just added cake and icing to my list because you caused me to have a cake craving. lol  

Hang in there, do not let them get the best of you.