Feeling the demons

[skippysizemore]

Not too good today. they're tugging at me with all their might. not giving in tho.  but feeling sweats and chills again...i thought maybe the worst part was over d***. I over feeling like sh**. it is getting very old to me........venting sorry

[feohmoon]

We are praying for you and sending good energy to you - You are so strong and such an inspiration for others.  Imagine how great the reward will be for all this pain.  
Please continue to post.  I know you do not feel much like it...but we are here to offer support, to listen, to understand, anything we could do to make things even a little easier for you.  
It might not be too long before we are right there with you...we will dose @ 9mg. tomorrow, then our last dose is Thursday.  The true test is approaching quickly.  You have been a large source of our inspiration, as you will continue to be.
Hope you have a restful night and you remain in our thoughts.

[FAITHFUL74]

Hey there... Its okay to let out your frustration or even cry a little... this is NOT easy and once you get past this hard part it will be one of the greatest accomplishments you could ever make!!! Hang in there... how many days clean are you now? I ask because I am almost 2 months and I still have some :-( not so great days, but, there getting better!

[Flutterby111]

It's ok honey...I know the feeling oh too well....you are so strong....and you know it, you just said it!  You're not giving in...I feel like $H** too...hang in there, and I will too, ok?  Vent away.....I do too, right Giz?  Ask Giz....

[gizzy32]

remember venting helps. you can do better than that, there was no swearing in that post. oh i guess there was, lol. i feel for you cause this has lasted so long, but like you said it can take a month with methadone. just hang in there a bit longer and if you need to cuss, we are here to listen. this has to end soon, sorry you still feel like ****