thank you. looking in from time to time was the only thing that got me through this hellish day. am i off of the damn dope? no
but i am at the tail end of 48 hours with no smoking. i think i mentioned several posts ago that i screwed up big time and went on another tear. and when i go, i go big time. BIG TIME.
i will say it again, PLEASE NEVER EVER smoke any opiate. i have never iv'ed, but i cannot imagine any w/d worse than this. and that is even with me still swallowing pills today. i am feeling so depressed, low, and horrible that i can barley bring myself to write this. cant even get up and take a shower.
but again, thank you so very very much to all of you wonderful people who are so honest, yet so compationate.