7 years addicted to so many things. Got clean from cymbalta (yes it can be addicting) got clean from 3 years of an outta control ativan/xanax habit, got clean from drinking myself to sleep 7 days a week, but these demon spawn opiates have a strangle hold on me and wont let go!!!!!
My home life is not the best and thats partially my fault, but i dont enjoy anything anymore. Everyday is a struggle to just survive. Sittin here totally blowing my schedule/plan.
I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like giving in. 7 years.......and the sheer amount of what im on. I feel no hope at all.
How can i beat that kinda xanax problem and not be able to make a dent here?!?!?!