I have been coming here several years. I never realized until the format of our addiction community had changed how very much this forum has helped me. I wished I had posted more, I was a reader, but I am terribly sad over the coldness of this new format. I wanted to say thank you to so many here who never even knew they were helping me over the years. Domino Sarah, Gnarley, Victorious, Meggy, Spider. and so many more. I still may come from time to time but this new format leaves me shutting the forum down. Maybe its just me I dont know I do see comments from people. Anyway I dont understand what happened to the community feel, I feel great sadness inside, I know it sounds crazy its a forum but I loved being with people who were like me. I dont like the lay out to me its cold and not personal, I liked that in our past forum. Im very sad over the change. I am sure this will get moved but I wanted someone to hear how I felt, I feel sad