Aa
the good feeling
the good feeling!
whens last time u really felt good from these stupid pills..hydrocodone, oxycodone, whatever. if ur like me you maybe felt really good during your first week ever of use. maybe a month! but now all we do is maintain. I'm still fighting these bas7ards but I feel like i'm making progress. This morning I sneezed 4 times, two sessions of two sneezes each. they feel soooooo good! oh my gosh I loved that! To me sneezing is a "good" feeling that comes naturally. Most people dont realize cuz normally sneezing is a daily regular thing we get used to it, but not after a life of being numb and never sneezing and all of a sudden feeling the tingle of one coming, a good one, a really really deep sneeze where you almost have to caugh afterward or regain your composure! LOL or pull over from driving! LOL how good did that feel! Owell, yet i'm still fighting though. the only thing helping me keep at it, and not just get into taking more and more pills every day is that I post on here. It helps alot. it does help. Keep posting. thats all I can do. And find little things that feel good that you cant have when taking pain killers. find enough of them and time starts going by! Sneezing, music in headphones, orgasms, whatever. lol. oops did I say that outloud. Hmmm I'm sorry. Lets see what else...I went to Church today. So that made me feel good, I never feel good after church when i've taken any pain killers in the last 12 hours. So I am searching for other "good" feelings....here's another bodily one that I wish I could have more often, You know how you feel right after a good meal, you are full, maybe too full. then the feeling of a good burp when you didnt realize how full and uncomfortable you were just before the burp, but then after the burp saying "dang I felt pretty good just two seconds ago but now I feel soooo much better!" I want more feelings like this, immediate release of good feeling! immediate relief! without chemical. Or how about a slight background noise that when it goes away it feels so good!! How many other things are there around me that i've gotten used but they are just nagging me and making me uncomfortable? Things that I wont even realize until they are gone? Maybe pain killers are one of those things!!!!! ?
whens last time u really felt good from these stupid pills..hydrocodone, oxycodone, whatever. if ur like me you maybe felt really good during your first week ever of use. maybe a month! but now all we do is maintain. I'm still fighting these bas7ards but I feel like i'm making progress. This morning I sneezed 4 times, two sessions of two sneezes each. they feel soooooo good! oh my gosh I loved that! To me sneezing is a "good" feeling that comes naturally. Most people dont realize cuz normally sneezing is a daily regular thing we get used to it, but not after a life of being numb and never sneezing and all of a sudden feeling the tingle of one coming, a good one, a really really deep sneeze where you almost have to caugh afterward or regain your composure! LOL or pull over from driving! LOL how good did that feel! Owell, yet i'm still fighting though. the only thing helping me keep at it, and not just get into taking more and more pills every day is that I post on here. It helps alot. it does help. Keep posting. thats all I can do. And find little things that feel good that you cant have when taking pain killers. find enough of them and time starts going by! Sneezing, music in headphones, orgasms, whatever. lol. oops did I say that outloud. Hmmm I'm sorry. Lets see what else...I went to Church today. So that made me feel good, I never feel good after church when i've taken any pain killers in the last 12 hours. So I am searching for other "good" feelings....here's another bodily one that I wish I could have more often, You know how you feel right after a good meal, you are full, maybe too full. then the feeling of a good burp when you didnt realize how full and uncomfortable you were just before the burp, but then after the burp saying "dang I felt pretty good just two seconds ago but now I feel soooo much better!" I want more feelings like this, immediate release of good feeling! immediate relief! without chemical. Or how about a slight background noise that when it goes away it feels so good!! How many other things are there around me that i've gotten used but they are just nagging me and making me uncomfortable? Things that I wont even realize until they are gone? Maybe pain killers are one of those things!!!!! ?
Loved your post 'cause after all it is the little things in life. Keep noticing those little things & good feelings.
ruby441
ruby441
Will be strange to feel again! Emotions will bombard me I am sure that I have kept suppressed by mediaction evrytime I feel one coming on..I am looking forward to it
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