Hi there, I have been surfing the net, trying to find information about Tramadol, and just cant figure out what's true and what isn't. It almost seems like there are two very different drugs being distributed, both with the same name.
I have rheumatoid arthritis, just diagnosed 3 months ago. Im still waiting for an appointment with a rheumatologist, and being treated by my GP in the meantime.
My life has changed so much in the past 3 months, and NOT for the better! I am a complete basket case, desperate for something to give me some semblance of the quality of life I had before.
My doc put me off work quite early in this story, first telling me I needed complete bed rest, and then saying I needed to go on disability and really think about what I want to do for work from now on. My current occupation (welder) was out of the question, and I should resign myself to a more sedentary occupation/lifestyle. Ouch
I hurt so bad for so much of the day (and night). Nothing he has prescribed has helped one iota. The Tylenol 3's? Heck, I take so many of them, they GIVE me a headache!!Anti-inflammatories did absolutely nothing except cause me some pretty severe stomache pain. Doc gave me some prescription-strength gravol, which I found would also help me sleep. When I told him that, he stopped prescribing them, and gave me some apo-omeprazole to take before bed instead. I found out that it was an anti-depressant, and was reluctant to take them. I had a boyfriend who took anti-depressants, and whent completely psychotic when he stopped. I wasn't depressed, and didnt wanna be stuck taking them forever.I asked the doc to give me some diazepam or something. I had taken them for 3 or 4 years occasionally, and they did the trick.
He refused. Said that I may become addicted to them, and to trust him about the apo- thingy's. I begged for something else for the pain, T3's were a joke. He gave me gabapentin. Said that he didnt want to give me any kind of narcotic, because he didnt want me addicted to them. Whatever, I thought. Just give me something that WORKS! They did take a bit of pain away. |But I had to keep increasing the dosage to get any relief. I told that to the doc, and he discontinued them. (sigh)
Last week, my fiance and I ( he always comes with me, he is amazingly supportive and my best advocate) went to my appointment. Again I begged him for something, anything to help. I am a 40 yr old woman, with the quality of life of an 80 year old. I am exhausted, sluggish, hobbling around. Feeling so discouraged and hopeless. He again said he didnt want to give me any narcotic, as he didnt want me addicted to a drug for the rest of my life.
I said, "I really dont care if I'm addicted or not. If they take away the pain, I WANT them!!" He did not agree. Gave me tramadol. I have been taking them for almost a week, and more than he prescribed. (They are actually Tramacet, same as the tramadol, but not the time release.) |They do help. Not enough for me to, say, go back to work. But I can get myself showered, fill the coffee pot without my elbows attacking me, and walk down the stairs by about noon.
Oh, how low my expectations have become.
Here's my question. If I have a chronic disease, not terminal, mind you, but a painful condition that will be with me for the rest of my life, why the h*** shouldn't I be given something that actually works, and allows me to be a productive member of society? I dont understand and I am so frustrated!!
I am getting depressed, I can tell. (how ironic is that?!!) I tear up at the drop of a hat, I mope around, and the thought of spending the rest of my life like this horrifies me.
Am I not the textbook example of a perfect candidate for pain medication? And if he's so worried about me getting addicted, why would he put me on tramadol, which, from what I have read, is as if not more addictive than narcotic medication., and don't work half as well!!!
Am I missing something here? Can anybody here help me figure this out? What should I do?
(man, I am so sorry for rambling like this...I really need to make some friends...lol)