THANKS.Its just now that i am undergoing a worst personal tragedy which i would not wish on even my worst enemy.Coming back to your point it makes sane reading, still i would like to give me a little more time.Now taking the pill has become not a temptation but an absolute necessity .The event prompting me to say this is the loss of my son in a tragic way.In some other forum great friends have given great solace to me by their sheer sincerest empathy to get me out of my grief.Please don't think i am bull headed.Let the anti depressant be with me for some more days.If i have hurt you in any way i am sorry.
Probably the first thing that comes to mind is that by taking a pill you are not coping with your problem. You are avoiding coping with the problem. I was part of the Vietnam Conflict 40 years ago - - - Its only been in the last several years that I realized how much I was affected by PTSD episodes.....and, even though I am a very legitimate chronic pain patient, I was using the pills to not cope with historical events.......... Life has been so much better since I stopped the pills and faced my demons................. Tramadol is as much a souped up anti depressant as it is a pain pill - - I would suggest that you look into that area.......