I cant do it on my own and I raised enough money to bypass the Hospital and through rapid detox, has anyone herd about that? I herd its painless and more humane, I feel like am also avoiding what I should be going through. I did however justify it by going through 3-4 weeks of withdraw which included no sleep, no energy etc... while I was tappering. But I rasied the money between friends and family and I go in on Tuesday. Has any herd positive or negative things about rapid detox??????
the best thing in the world that could happen to you is that all your using buddies know what happened to you. you have to change
people, places, and things if you want to clean up your act and stay alive. if you want to live the "cool" life your using buddies are living, you very well may die the next time you use. Is giving your life to a drug called cocaine that important to you?
I care about you. I want to see you live. I'm sure there are others who want to see you live also. So please stop using before the big one hits you. Keep posting. Good luck and Blessings. Ava
Thanks alot !
Since this was a very occasional indulgence I know I can Stop.
I am just not ready to talk to people close to me about it as I am quiet embaressed I let it even happen. I promised myself that I would NEVER do it again . And I know I can do it . Problem is everyone around me dabbles in it occasionally. I know they will never give it to me once they find this out and probably will never do it again as well ... but cutting myself off from them would be very hard .. expecially since my boyfriend does it .. never around me but I know he does ?
If I were you, I would not touch the cocaine again. I had a heart attack in rehab trying to come off benzo's. I had been taking them for 22 years of my 36 life. They had me on a slow, deliberate, phenobarb detox. It kept the seizures at bay, but I had an anterior infarct. I've always had a funtional heart murmur. I never expected that.
Each time you use the cocaine you are asking for a heart attack or seizure or worse - JAILS, INSTITUTIONS, OR DEATH -. If you love anyone in this world or yourself, you will stop.
First-change people, places, and things. I had to so I could live without dilaudid. Next change the behaviors you associate with using cocaine. Next, but not lastly, get into a good NA or AA group. We work better as a whole not individually. I hope the best for you. Keep posting. I care about you. Ava
I read a posting from some time ago .. below
I recently experienced the same thing this weekend .. first time ever feeling this way .. I did go to the hospital .. i was terrified .. It turned out the last Bump I did was of like 80% proof stuff .. and I didn't know ... I honestly thought I was going to die .. my poor boyfriend was freaking too . I went to the hospital and had a heart rate of 130.. normal I guess is between 70-100. Believe me this was my perfect excuse to QUIT .. problem is .. is that it is a social thing .. I only do it 2 or 3 days a month ( fri or sat usually ) and I only usually do on average .5 grams ... My fear is how do I adapt ? for 2 years now this has been habit.... ?
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Subject: Am I having a cocaine overdose?
Topic Area: Drugs
Forum: The Addiction Medicine Forum
Question Posted By: Ckivlan on Tuesday, May 29, 2001
I was in this forum a few months ago with questions about cocaine and alcohol. Well I am back with another question concerning cocaine. Memorial Day.... Did a few backs of cocaine with a friend and felt great! Went home around 2:30am and layed in bed and thats when it all began. My eyes were rolling in the sockets... my heart began to race... I began to sweat... I couldnt breathe very well. I was breathing but it felt like i could not get enough air! I took a hot bath and felt like i was going to faint... took a cold bath...i was freezing. Anyways, I tryed so many things to feel better up until 6:30 am when i finally began to calm down. It is now 12:17 and i slept about 4 hours. My heart was racing so fast I was about to call an ambulance but my mom would kill me before the cocaine would! I was having these weird convulsions. My arms were shaking and my fingers haven been shaking for months. I really felt like i was dying.... I can't explain how horrible I felt. My question: Was I having an overdose??? or was I just going through something that everybody goes through when they do too much cocaine? Couls I have died??? my EXTREME question... I am a 20 female in Miami, Florida.... I dont have a drug habit but i do tend to use cocaine about once a month and i always over do it... I am leaving into the Navy in October so I hope that will help me alot... if I use cocaine again and i feel my heart racing and etc.etc.etc.... can you PLEASE reccomend something to help when im experiencing this? Is there a special remedy? ANYTHING... please name a few things. Thank you so much.
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