tripped up....

[Beth105]

I don't know if anyone remembers me, but i tripped and relapsed now going on abou 4 or 5 months wow the time goes fast when i'm using and so slow when i'm not. anyway i'm ready to start again. i'm on day 1 again and i feel ok. i was taking whatever i could get (pill wise) thats my doc, pills. anyway, i'm now looking for some support here. however i am finding all my strength is coming from the Lord! Prayer, Prayer and more Prayer, GOD is GOOD my friends, and no matter what He Too shall deliver you from these chains you carry!  Love in Christ Jesus-Beth

[Beth105]

Thanks again, day 2 I'm doing good. I started on my amino acids yesterday. Good Luck to all of you who are just starting out, remember through Christ anything is possible, even the   awful cravings. Every time I get a craving I'm going to pray! TODD where are you?? Thanks again you all are so important to me and my recovery. Scared mommie how long have you been clean?    Take Care and Have a Blessed day through Christ.  -Beth

[puranx]

try believing in yourself first, then god. God didnt give you pills and he certainly wont take em away. You gotta have faith in yourself first.

[scaredmom330]

everyone backslides at one time or another, but you are back and starting again...good for you, you did it once and you can do it again...remember one day at a time,,stay strong and post often...

take care my friend

[worried878]

sorry to hear u reolapsed..but u will get this done again...what can u do different this time?  my prayers and thoughts r with u

[avisg]

Beth ,
you can do it again brush your self off and start again we are all here for you ....:)

[Beth105]

AWWW thanks so much, I need this more than I thought I did initially (my first attempt). Anyway I love the support i get in here. You all are awesome. I will be back tomorrow. I'm here with all of you too if you need you need a shoulder or a cyber friend (which is more like it....lol) I'm here for you guys too!     Love in Christ,-Beth  

[ycantidoit]

i am right here with you & almost through with day one.  I have been on & off for several yrs. heres 2 us & good luck;)

[deceasedwithin]

sorry i read the wrong post regarding the 13.5 years but u will be ok everything else i mean from the heart

[deceasedwithin]

beth i wish the best for you, if you made it 13.5 years you will be strong enough to get over a few months of your relapse, i hope the best for you and look forward to hearing how you're doing, im still trying to bite the bullet and clean up so i admire people like you
best of luck!
jenn

[cc70]

I threw away 13.5 years of recovery recently...on day 2 and moving forward...it can happen to anyone! i found this forum for months before I was ready to quit! Now on day 2 and feel shaky but I actually threw out 10+ vicodines in the toilette...I was done! So as crappy as I feel I am also happy and liberated

[Beth105]

i will much thanks! take care i will be back later.    Beth

[gizzy32]

Welcome back beth. Sorry to hear you relapsed, but your back here again trying. Support is what you need and not just through w/d's, but after so you don't fall back again. I think almost all of us here have relapsed, but the chances of success are SO much higher with some type of aftercare. Today is day 1 and although the next few days won't be fun, it will all be worth it. Stick around this time. Good luck.