hi look you are an addict, i am as we speak weaning myself of of oxys, i dont snort them, i do cut them in half. i have been addicted to other opiates in the past and i did try numerous times to get clean around my active b/f, freinds ect, IT DOES NOT WORK!!
you at least to go thru the w/d should find some other place to get thru it, after that its mental. I have gotten off methadone and stayed off everything until i got hurt this summr, it can be done, you have to be strong, it will pass, stop snorting now, that is making it all worse, i hope this helps you, i would try to find a new place to live, itsgoing to be extremly hard to stay there and not use, even after you detox, your addiction will tell you youcan do it. but its nerly impossible it was for me. maybe since im starting my detox this weekend we can help eachother, please contact me if you need to chan
STOP SNORTING NOW. if you are going to wean yourself off you need to swallow the pill. the sorting release the meds all at once...to give you the rush...i know i did it. but, if you are ever going to get clean you will have to find new roommates. as an addict you have to distance yourself from drugs...good luck and we are here to help.
I use to think that I didn't have an addictive personality because I never had a problem with drugs in my past... that was until opiates were introduced to me. For me- opiates were the devil. I think for you to really get off oxy's- you might need to go somewhere else, considering the people you live with actively use. I've tried getting clean with other addicts before, and it never worked. You might have to find refuge somewhere other than your house to atleast get over the withdrawals. Unfortunately even once you get past that- the mental part is just as bad. Keep posting and good luck.
If you are able to wean yourself then be all means do so. Keep yourself on a strict regimine, myself, If I had the pills i took them. Wds aere horrible, however you will get through them. Drink plenty of water, Take immodium for the diarreah, and any Ibuprofin to help with the body aches. Pretend you have the flu and within 3 days you should start to feel better. Life without the drugs is better. I used ativan, to help me sleep therough the wds, which is in the valume family and it helped. Good luck to you, continue with this forum and it will help you too.