weed

[mykkey911]

i feel like i have been depersonlize  also . im 14 years old black and bout to be fifthteen. this what happen i had 10 dollars it was a sunny sunday i head to the part to meet my friends and her brother is a weed man. i got 2 dime bags .5 minutes later my mans come no homo come with another bag so it was6 people to 3 blunts.after i smoked we start acting stupid but i  got depressed and i was six blocks away from home.i had to walk by myself all the way .when i got home i went straight to bed the to the shower my heart goin 100 miles per hour.im high but i no what im doing after i got out i went to bed and got on my laptop ..next day i was still high a lil but i quit smoking and lts been 2 to 3 months since but i stay cold and sweaty having panic attack and anxiety attacks and i went to the doctor all my organs are good and all. but the attacks and the deprression the only thing im good at now is math i pray every day... i start eatin health hopin it will go away i have not smoked since  :oops:  i hate to be alone by my self it feel like my inner boddi cold i no its the weed because i did not feel like dis before i smoked pleaseee. if u can leave a number great if you cant koo just help. ummm ook

[allie20000000]

dude i feel the same way really i smoked weed once out of a bong and it had three perculaters i necer had panic attacks before i smoked and its been 7 months since i smoked and i still have panic attacks i hate it im scared to take medicane for it im afraid to be alone i always wounder if smokin weed one more time will help but i never try im scared to idk what to do

[Deea9]

It is the weed that causes the anxiety disorder that you had when you were a kid to develop. But the good thing is that there are treatments for it..there is therapy, the simple fact that you have a positive thinking helps a lot as well as keep smoking weed..its proven to be very effective and by my own experience i can tell you that it helps after like 3-4 minutes after i smoke. The only thing that you have to remember is that you are just very paranoid and this is just the anxiety..it can take a long time because you just dont let yourself being happy..you feel the need of constant worrying..about random things. For example i am scared to post things on facebook just because people might not like it or judge me. I feel the need of being perfect which is the OCD disorder..another thing that causes anxiety..also i feel nause as soon as i wake up and this can least for 1-2 weeks,im puking,i have vision problems like blurry vision or tunnel vision.
There are many causes for anxiety for example childhood traumas,lack of affection from somebody that you love, being bullied, having a hurtful death in your family, thinking a lot..i know..i have this **** for 2 years and a half now and i know how hard it is..my head is a mess..i am thinking 24/7 even when im sleeping and because of this i wake up tired and feel it impossible to go back to sleep..also muscle pain or weakness in your muscles and bones, the inability to go out and meet people. I start to puke only when i think about the fact that i could meet somebody that could make me sad also i am uninterested about things that i was enjoying before and this makes me feel so useless, therefore frustrated... but believe me..positive thinking helps a lot! You just have to realize all of your issues and come to the conclusion that you are as normal as everybody else.
JUST CUT THE USELESS WORRY! ..there are a lot of causes..but believe me..with positive thinking everything can be done. You have the right to be happy and happiness is the crucial in your healing process. You are perfectly normal,man and you are a beautiful and smart, and healthy person just like everybody else! ..just stay strong..you are not alone..its JUST the disease. Just try to THINK POSITIVE!! We all get how you feel ;)

[Calamity2]

I sure wish I had all the money I spent on weed and all the time I spent hiding where I wouldnt get busted smoking it. So much time hiding from family members to smoke. If I had to do it over again I would love not to be a drug addict. Honestly I did start with weed. Some people say you don't have severe withdrawal from weed but I did, mentally wanted it for years after I stopped smoking it. Smoked  it again after 13 years and was instantly wanting to buy a ounce. 400$  could have used money for so many better things.   Please go to a meeting NA.  I know a member that is 9 years old.  No age is too young to become a addict.

[sherry5035]

I really dont think its the weed. Its good that you stopped when you discovered it wasnt for you. I agree that theres some other issues going on with you,please try to get to the bottom of it.you dont need drugs to help you work out your problem,you need a clear head and a open mind. take care and keep posting here if it helps you ok?somtimes its as simple as a prayer,really! you will be ok.life is tough for alot of us right now,this to shall pass. sherry5035

[salsinator]

Hi Mykkey,

I am sorry that you are feeling bad, but if you have not smoked pot in 2-3 months, then I doubt very much that the feelings you are experiencing are caused from what you did several months ago.  Did you have these feelings of anxiety and depression before you smoked the weed?  Have you ever experienced feelings like this before?  Are you taking any other medications right now?  I smoked pot for many years and it can cause panic attacks and anxious feelings, but these feeling usually don't last after the high wears off.  Are you stressed out for any reason?  Do have anyone to talk too?  Send me a message if you need to talk.