O wow its nice to know someone knows what i'm going through. I'm scared that i take so much tylenol a day and thats what is making me stop cause i know i can't go any more then 7 a day or i will think i'm dying and prolly scare myself to death. like i said in pervious post i'm a hyprocondriac!! what are you taking for wds? anything? it always helps for me to write when i'm sad. i let myself get as dark as night on paper and spill my guts out so i'm sure i will have pretty depressing journals to come lol. I'm sorry that we somehow got here. It really *****, but i look fwd to us becoming sober!! it will be nice to be happy because we are generally happy instead of pills. I've taken care of handicapped individuals before and i loved it, but it is hard work. how long have you been sober now. and what day was it that caused you all that. two weeks ago i lost my meds somewhere and had to go without for a day...well i had two in the morning and then went from 10am to like 2p the next day without and that night sleeping was the worst let alone i was out of town and staying at a family members house. it sucked. anything make you feel better and what makes it worse?
Hi,
I am new to this forum and believe it or not, I am right where you are. I have already started tapering today. I had the cold sweats and then took only half of what I use to take and feel "okay" so far. I don't have any sure answers yet, but I am soo trying to get off of this stuff. I got on them by the Dr giving them to me for back surgery and terrible herniated discs in the cervical neck. But as I used them and they made me feel so unbelievably good, I began to take more to keep the good, happy feeling. I have never been the addicted type of person, quite the oppisite. But it happened to me and I even graduated to more strong medication, morphine by mouth, that did not make me feel the good feelings I had with the loritabs 10/750 taking about 9 a day before changing the meds to stronger. I tried to get off of the meds, but at the time I had a extremely handicapped daughter and needed all the energy I could muster. Now I have a chance to eighter tapper, or cold turkey. I already feel so sad and depressed. I want my life back so I can be who I am suspose to be off these meds. I know it is going to be quite hard as once I had none and I went through hell for that one day. Stayed in the tub and cryed with leg pain. To me, that was the hardest....leg restlessness and cramps all night all day.