what do i do?

[jesika123]

i currently went to my moms and was just about off the roxys aka blues and then i got home and becuz i have unlimited acess to them i started again, not as bad now its the zanies and coke and i have been adictted to coke before years ago and i quit cold turkey when i found out i was prego with my now 4 yr old daughter to me its not a addictting drug but it helps me keep my mind off the blues, and the zanies help sleep and calm me down but i juss dont want to go back to where we were me and my husband have gone thur a HUGE amount of money and had to suck up oyr pride and finally ask for help because all our bills were piling on and we were despertate everyone supects drugs but we dont have the heart to come clean we know it will crush them... what do i do help me please

[IBKleen]

I know it is hard but please stick with it. It took us a long time to do damage to our minds and bodies, it will take time for us to heal. Be patient and I promise it will happen.

[jesika123]

so the withdraws have been going on for over a week when do they stop, i mean ya i guess i feed the monster a lil but i didnt know you would have to restart everytime you took like a half of a roxy or even one a night to sleep crazy.. but here i am cold turkey for over a week and still sick it *****

[Punkinhead75]

Hi jesika,

Glad you are here and doing what you gotta do.  Keep it up and you'll soon be on the other side.  God Bless!!!

[DefectedI]

I can tell you that I was on XTC for 2 years NON stop and some nights I took 3 pills and then stopped cold turkey . Funny thing was I was oblivious to withdraws ; reason I smoked a lot of WEED and since Canada doesn't care about this I smoked non stop for 2 weeks the only thing I felt was night terrors like a demons next to my ear for a few seconds .

I will tell you that legal stuff is out there like Xanax but be-careful not to get addicted to that . Of all the drugs man makes you get addicted to but smoking weed is like a fine wine . I am coming off of Oxy addiction after 7 years and my firend just got here . I probably could see my post being deleted but as of now I feel no withdraw effects !!

you think the government would wake up and help addiction with POT

[jesika123]

well sience i wrote that post and really read it, iv stoped cold turkey! its hard and the with draws are hell but im diong it on day at a time

[Punkinhead75]

"Because I have unlimited access to them I started again"  Do you really believe that is the reason you started again?  It wasn't until I looked deep inside myself that I was able to see the truth.  Are you willing to go to any length to get clean?  Wanting to stop and willing to do what is necessary to stop are two different things.  These were said to me when I first wanted to get cleaned up.  At the time I was willing to do whatever it took.  I had some good people show me a way to get and stay clean.  When I do what they showed me I stay clean, sober, happy and at peace with the world.  We are here to help.   God Bless!!!!

[livngr8ful]

It's just time to stop.  substituting one drug for another is dangerous.  You got some good advice.  Its just time to stop it all before it gets anymore out of control.

[vicki595]

What do you do?  First,change your thinking.  ALL of the above is addicting. Get rid of the blues and coke,taper off the Xanax and get your life back!

[dominosarah]

You dont think xanax and coke are as addicting??

[IBKleen]

What do you mean you have unlimited access to them? I ask because that would be a good place to start..to stop.