So,
I know i just posted a few hours ago, HOWEVER....I just had to let everyone know that since reading my last post comments, I feel even stronger!!!! I have cleaned some more cooked a great meal for my family, laundry and even visited a friend!!!! I know i have a LONG road ahead, but i feel great about life right now!! I feel so FREE!!! Even though my body aches and my head hurts, my heart and my soul feel great! I dont feel guilty when i look at my daughter, and when i go to bed at night I can actually PRAY!!! For so long when i went to bed i couldnt even let myslef pray because i felt like how dare i pray to god for anything when all i am doing is killing myself! I know if it werent for god i couldnt have made it through these past 4 days!! Looking forward to day #5!!!!!